Surviving

Could you ever think about this?
How could you ever think to be the right one?
And just like it's always been
What exactly did you mean
You can't escape
Lie to yourself just once again
But still waiting desperately for a sign
That makes you mean just something

You're tired
To be the one who's always here
And never ever sheds a tear
You're tired to be the nice one
Be the one who never needs anything
You're tired
To be the one who always cares
So strong that no one notice
You're tired to be the nice one
Be the one that no one could take seriously
You're alone

There must be something worth
The wait and hurt down on the floor
Who makes you smile is somewhere else
Still trembling like the very first time
The first touch ever
You learned the lesson well
You never was the one to care about
And still no sign of her

Still no sign of her
But here is something for you
Never make someone your goal
When they only make you an option
Here is something for you to remember clearly
Sometimes everything is undeserved