Q4 2021

I want time
I want time for myself
I want time for my girl
I want time for my health
I want time for my friends
I want time for my dad
I want time for my mom
I want closure for my past
I want me to open the window
Let in some breeze to feel all the spaces that I really need
You know i'm begging
You know I plead to get some enlightenment
I know my bed, I don't know what rest is
See the collage, a jumble of picture and all of it's messes
This ain't the best that I have to offer
This is the best that I can afford
Working at Lala, working at Hatchi
Speaking my truth on top of these chords
I need the money and I need my future
Need everything that gonna get me through it
I haven't blew it
I keep it pushing
I know my limits
Overworking to the point of exhaustion
I need to care for myself and to feel it
I just need to sleep with no interference and I need to know joy when I see it
I need to rejoice when it's given
I need to be coy when it's needed
I need to be good for the sake of my family
I know im getting there i know they're proud of me
I know my grandparents gonna be proud of me
But for now the only thing that I can do is really just be getting used to it

Gotta get used to it
Gotta get used to it
Gotta get used to it
Gotta get used to it