Yesterday

I’m tired of the stress that I’ve built on my back
And I’m tired of second guessin
Everytime i want a snack
Cause I’m dirt poor
But i want more
I want more from this life than pain and strife
I need a
New flight to get my mind right
I need a
Sick wife to hold me at night
But all this shit i need is so far away
I haven’t seen the sun cause I’m stuck in this rain

I’m tired of feeling fatigued because i can’t afford to eat
Im tired of losing muscle cause I can’t afford meat
Scraping change together for some fries at Micky ds
Tryna chase the bread cause I can't afford the wheat
Losin evеryone around me cause I just sleep
I hatе my fuckin life so I don’t wanna see it
I Sleep the day away cause im happy in the sheets
But I try to yank the wheel every time im in the street

But I’ll admit, it’s self inflicted pain
Spending money on shows tryna chase the fame
Every cent I got goes to building my name
I wanna be something before earn my parents shame
Cause all I ever wanted was to stop being lame
To stop hearing scoffs when someone says my name
But all it did was stress my fuckin family out
They notice I don’t order whenever we eat out
Now I know what its like to be a fuckin adult
I recognize the numbers of collectors takin their toll
Dodging all the calls till they catch me down the road
They’ll knock my ass out just to get what they owed
Can’t pay the bills cause I got an album comin out
Gotta pay for promo just to make sure they talk about it
But they see it on they page and swipe and forget about it
I wanna live to see it drop but honestly I fuckin doubt it