When I Was A Kid
Man, When i was a kid
I dreamed I’d make it big
Sellin out shows and killin every single gig
Dancing on stage singing all my pain away
Beggin for a better life i had to get away
I had a good life planed with a long life span
Get a house, get a car, with a sick wife man
I can’t lose, that’s what i thought
So get loose, drown all my thoughts
In a bottle
Or a couple
I’m only 22 but my minds like a puzzle
I’m losin all my energy, my minds become my enemy
I see my death so vividly
It feels just like a memory
When i was a kid
I felt happy
Now i dream about my body layin in the alley
I had so much hopе, now I’m just broke
If you told me at 13 I’d think it was a joke
I wish woulda workеd more but now I’m just dirt poor
Beggin for a better outcome
Or a good score
People always told me i was gonna do great things
Heard that shit so many times i guess i switched lanes
When you gas a kid up so much they start to cruise
Why would i work i ain’t got nothin to lose
Or in my case i just start to question
What’s so good about me now I’m stressin
Lookin for the answer
Think I’m boutta transfer
To another world
Cause my life’s whirl
Spent too damn long lookin for another girl
Beggin for some change but i keep chasin pearls
Cause my life depends on it
But i made a promise
That i would protect my self At all cost
Me against the world this is all i got
But i neglect my health whenever i get the chance
Life’s a bitch but i got it in my hands
Life’s a trip but I’m stickin to my plan
Man, When i was a kid
I dreamed I’d make it big
Sellin out shows and killin every single gig
Dancing on stage singing all my pain away
Beggin for a better life i had to get away
I had a good life planed with a long life span
Get a house, get a car, with a sick wife man
I can’t lose, that’s what i thought
So get loose, drown all my thoughts
When i was a kid i thought I’d be alive
Who coulda fuckin guessed that i wouldn’t survived
I used to be so happy now i hate my fuckin life
I don’t value my life no more it ain’t right
When i was a kid i had so many goals
Who woulda thought i would end up alone
Locked up at home my face in my phone
When i was a kid, i thought i woulda grown