Finding

Of my friends I've been the smoothest
On the outside seemed the cruelest
On the inside sad and clueless
Question love I want the truest
While I hang I speak of nooses
Aw my intellect's a nuisance
Going crazy chasing muses
Losing track of where the fuse is

Do I mean fuse like I wicked timer?
Do I mean fuse like the seam that holds us all together?
Without rounding all my edges
Always trying to be better
Everyday another pledge
Every week a couple letters.
She always says she loves me
But that's only 'cause I let her
And the more that she gives to me
I'm doubting my affection
And later my intentions
I'm just glad it ain't infection
'Cause even in abundance
My existence feels effectless...

Of my friends I've been the smoothest
On the outside seemed the cruelest
On the inside sad and clueless
Question love I want the truest
While I hang I speak of nooses
Aw my intellect's a nuisance
Going crazy chasing muses
Losing track of where the fuse is

I thought I would grow out of this at some point
That's probably why I feel the need to make a point...

Maybe one day I'll say a magic phrase
That'll be what I was searching for
Forever and a day
Death is always kind
End of days I ain't afraid of
It's all that's in between
I must convince myself to stay for

I'm not romantic like the beat, but that sounds nice
Voodoo shrinkage on my heart until I found shine
Following a lover 'til it was our time
The Universe reloading 'til I found mine...
Finding

Of my friends I've been the smoothest
On the outside seemed the cruelest
On the inside sad and clueless
Question love I want the truest
While I hang I speak of nooses
Aw my intellect's a nuisance
Going crazy chasing muses
Losing track of where the fuse is

I don't know what I'm hiding for
I don't know what I'm hiding for
I'm either hiding or I'm unaware
I could look for guidance
But then where we goin'?

Hey

I don't know what I'm hiding for
I don't know what I'm hiding for
I'm either hiding or I'm unaware
I could look for guidance
But then where we goin'?
Where we goin'?

Hey

Of my friends I've been the smoothest
On the outside seemed the cruelest
On the inside sad and clueless
Question love I want the truest
While I hang I speak of nooses
Aw my intellect's a nuisance
Going crazy chasing muses
Losing track of where the fuse is