No One Around

Yeah
Uh
Uh
Right now it's so many people by me but I still feel alone
I been losing my mind seem like no body know
Seem like no body care
All the things that God took
This shit it isn't fair
Staring death in the face
But you know that it ain't give me fear
(I ain't scared)
I'm a loner
If I had a choice
I'd never have no one around me
Off the ganja feeling rowdy like bobby this shit got me smiling
Sadness keep me moving like good luck trying to find me
I'm trying to find my happy place
Just keep it moving
No matter how many steps back
Stay glued to the movement
Stay glued to the process
Stay glued to the moment
And I hope that you don't lose it
How my life been losing focus
And I hope that you don't lose it
How my life been losing meaning
I'm g'on make a hundred bands
And take a move to Santorini
Where you don't have to see me
Where I don't have to be me
Maybe then it'll stop
All the ways that I've been feeling
Maybe then it'll stop
All the emotions
On the surface I'm fine
But I'm really drowning in the ocean
I'm driving in my lane but in my mind
I think I'm coasting
I get high everyday to cope with pain
I'm really floating
But I'll never stop writing these lyrics
I'll never stop putting my heart
In these bars
I just hide behind the scars
Because I'm lost
I've been trying to find my way for so long
I've been trying to find my God just tell me
What I'm doing wrong
I'm so scarred
From what I been through
I got problem with my girl
My family and my mental
I know the things that I've gone through ain't accidental
I know I'm on a mission with a certain place to get to
If you not rememberable then I'm g'on forget you
I was down for a minute then drew my future with a stencil
After thinking 'bout that plan started thinking like it's simple
Pray for that map and get to where you got to get to
I'm sticking to instrumentals
I'm sticking to fundamentals
I'm sticking to me
I'm sticking to my core
Run up the score
Because I'm bored
I'm sticking to my mental
I'm sticking to who I vent to
I 'm sticking to us
Do it for you just as much
As I do for me
Why can't you see?
I've been really trying
Please don't leave me crying again
My heart been feeling weak
I been getting high to cope with pain and to help with sleep
I need a break I smoked a wood and I ain't feel a thing
I need a break valentines weekend catch me in a suite
Treating my queen the way that it will always be
Keeping things thug with my feelings I play hide and seek
Make sure it's snug I need a hug but don't show that side of me
Keeping things thug with my feelings I play hide and seek
Make sure it's snug I need a hug but don't show that side of me