Open Letter

[Verse]
You ain’t never make it to my birthday
You think you ain’t gave me all the worst pain
I was sticking by you from the first day
I don’t even remember if you loved me in the first place
I don’t even remember if I met you on a Thursday
I don’t even remember why we never got to third base
I don’t even know why I let the words hurt me
Now we not talking, it’s the worst thing
You said we should be friends, then I said sure thing
Why’d I only see you when you’re working?
While we were dating, only seen you every 3 months
Skipping whole seasons
Friends sayin' “Why she got it her way?”
“How come you ain’t standing for yourself now?”
“It’s obvious this shit is not working”
“Honeymoon stage been done, shit gets watered down in the tail end like a mermaid”
I ain’t had no choice but to terminate
This my only way, it's not the first thing, not the first one
You was perfect, you my person
Like the earth stay, shit was heating up
You the first bae that I ain’t see enough
Getting thirsty, I gotta give it up
Hoping I could find some water on the other side
Cuz lockdown’s over, you can’t tell me that you stuck inside
And I ain’t see you in the summertime
I’m so stressed that you 'boutta make a grown man’s mother cry
This ain’t the lifestyle that I envisioned
I gotta write down the feelings that I’m feeling
I gotta write down the feelings I’ve been missing
Cuz I already wiped out every single picture