Moment Of Silence
Can't tell if these are songs or just cries for help
Mr Dolo such a loner why he always by his self
How the hell his whole life turn into one giant moment of silence
They prolly wouldn't even notice if he died for real
Never had the confidence to friend some of the guys
Rather sit up inside just writing shit
Pen a couple rhymes staring out the blinds
Envious of party goers talking shit like man that shit is wack
Knowing that it's only 'cause the insecurities
Got him feeling sorry for his self
Keep the feelings bottled reach for that Bacardi on the shelf
In the shadows like Splinter Cell steady moving in stealth
Kind of hard to get to know ya when he hardly know his self
Keep to himself quiet as hell
That was never good for him
Got everybody thinking that he think that he too good for them
Well either that or just way too weird for them too relate
The bros say he lame and the hoes say he strange
Broken records playing in his head until he felt the same
After graduation barely show his face
And fade away into the blackness
Fall deeper and deeper into the madness that's his own mind
Sadness wrapping round him like some vines
And the vines are made out of words he wished he would've said
Names of friends he could've met if he wasn't stuck in his head
All the fucking time
Wondering if God put a curse on him
Guessing all them sermons in church never did work on him
Cursed to roam this earth always in search of somewhere he belong
Seems the people only want to hear him when the beat is on
Then when the show is over with and everyone goes home
All the love is gone he switches back into loner mode
Never asked nobody for no hand out he can hold his own
Way that he don't answer calls would've thought he broke his phone
Maybe it's the trauma a product of a broken homes
Momma without a partner poppa was a rolling stone