Trenches
(Turn me up, Josh) oh yeah
It's the Life of Betrayal 2X
Throughout all this shit, I want you to feel this
(A-A-Ayo Bleu)
Pouring this drink inside my cup, but this ain't no Actavis
Young nigga in the street bad as fuck, I was just an active jit
Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick, got on my shit, tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh, I, I don't like the nigga next to me
Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me
Put it all on the table, remember times when I wasn't able
I was mad at the cable man 'cause they had cut off all the cable
Bridges burning, I had turned alone the table
We was struggling bad, so we wasn't financially stable
Oh, I shot so many times, so I'll never put my guard down
I was an animal in these streets so they had sent me to the dog pound
Sitting on the bench, but now I ball now
Can't believe they let me all down
I shot but then they shut me all down
Took one hundred out the bank and I broke bread with all my niggas
I want the best for all the guys
It ain't right if I don't shine with all my niggas
I'm a boss, so don't belittle me
Won all the bands but I lost to the streets
I lost some people that I wish who was still here with me
Pouring this drink inside my cup, but this ain't no Actavis
Young nigga in the street bad as fuck, I was just an active jit
Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick, got on my shit, tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh, I, I don't like the nigga next to me
Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me
I still got questions for all the ones above (tell me this)
I know you ain't happy but do you wish you where we was
I know that things would be different
Know how it feels to be down bad so if I lose I know I'll survive
I'm just so open on this mic, I know it, man, this pain come alive
I watched this dope dealer sell dope to our lil' hood teens
They all be fiending so bad, they'll suck dick to support they needs
I know a lady who took care of me, grab my hand and begged and pleaded
Told her I ain't had nothing for her
She know I was lying, just too hard to believe
But I don't know why, why God made me the chosen one
And I don't know why, why I'm quick to put a hole in one
But Lord knows I try, this title, I'm tryna hold it up
I can't close my eyes, 'cause all my dreams, I got murder, mm
Pouring this drink inside my cup, but this ain't no Actavis
Young nigga in the street bad as fuck, I was just an active jit
Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick, got on my shit, tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh, I, I don't like the nigga next to me
Oh, I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me