Awai Kioku

Nee oboeteru ano koro no futari
Baka mitai ni kenka shite kizutsuke atteta ne
Sou suru shika kimochi tsutaeru sube
Shira nakatta no awai kioku

'gomenne watashi ga warukatta' tte
Omotte mo inai nageyari na serifu
'shikatanai yo' tte mata nagedasu no ? yeah
Kiri no nai jikan sugoshiteta

Ah ima ni natte katte dattatte
Jibun no koto bakari
Ah ima ni natte koukai shitatte
Iminai modorenai todokanai*

Miushinatteta anata no yosa subete
Iya na tokoro ga me ni tsuite okotte bakka ita ne
Sou suru shika jibun wo mamoru koto
Dekinakatta no awai kioku

'mae wa sou itte nakatta ja nai' tte
Itta iwanai kurikaeshi kouron
'mou yameyou' tte mata nigedasu no ? yeah
Owariwanai to omotteta

Ah hitori ni natte yatto kidzuite
Mou osoi keredo
Ah hitori ni natte mune ga kurushikute
Aitai hanashitai wasuretai**

Are kara ninen no toki ga tatta kedo nanika kawatta kana ?
Ima dattara motto umaku itteta kana ?
Muda ni kitai wo shite munashiku naru