Too F*cked Up

I am too f*cked up
Too f*cked up
Now I understand
That you’re a curse

Too f*cked up
Too f*cked up
I am getting so high
I’m reaching the clouds

Too fucked up
I am not enough
I am so scared
To fall in love

Every day I am taking more pills
To forget how
Been broken feels

Insecurities ‘n Demons
Coming back to me
Lost my sanity
When you said that
You leaved

I don’t understand how you could
See me bleed
‘N steel leave

You said I wasn’t enough
That I didn’t make you cum
But I remember you in my room
Saying “I need you”

It’s crazy how I said
“I love you”
Then you leave

Haven’t been heartbroken
Since last year
You only helped
The wound appears
I gave you a chance
You made my heart
Break again

I don’t know how you turned cold
‘N made me feel
All alone

I am looking to the sky
Don’t feel alright
I’m watching you leave
‘N say goodbye

Remember the first time
When I hold your hand
‘N the last time
You were so strange

Now I know what you wanted to say
That I wouldn’t see you again

I am too f*cked up
Too f*cked up
Now I understand
That you’re a curse

Too f*cked up
Too f*cked up
I am getting so high
I’m reaching the clouds

Too f*cked up
I am not enough
I am so scared
To fall in love

I will stay away from these hoes
To don’t get
F*cking broke

I remember first time
When I saw your face
Just prayed to God
To see you again

I should’ve known
I would regret
Should stay away
When we first met

Feels like I won’t
Give a chance
To anyone again

Cause if I give a chance
For these hoes
Won’t got any purpose