TEARS

Tell me your lies
It's alright

They wouldn't know about uh
Everything we had though
The value of the memories our hands hold
The forgotten part of us abandoned back home
The scenes that reappear but never lasted
Way before I was worried bout the peso
Way before, you relied on em benzos
Way before we realized we had to change for em
Way before we lost dreams that we prayed for
And I never felt ashamed though I knew a part me was long gone when faced that,
We would barely shed a tear for each other's last words,
We know what awaits is whatever fate planned
You taught me nothing lasts forever
Now you barely even call like,
And I barely even talk right,
Time's erasing our timeline

Tell me your lies
It's alright
Feel no emotion
Leave you in the moment
I don't really know when

I guess growing up means we grow apart
Even though we started on the same boulevard
Fuck a penny fuck a check
Whats the price for time
Yeah I swear I couldn't worry bout a couple dollars

If only I could have a little time to let you know I saw you though I seemed a little blind
It might've seemed as if I was being too confined
To notice your wounds I always had your image in my mind, like

Reminiscing bout our moments got me fucked up
From seeing what its now compared what it once was
Or what it could've been I really know I lost something
I wonder if you empathize or are you numb uh

I see everything we built becoming dust
Not spec of you in sight every memory being brushed
Realized I failed to grab a hold of your trust
I failed to be your rock, swayed by whoever held the gun

Wonder if I'm someone that you still recognize
Cause I'm having trouble reading you on my side
I thought it was forever, thought that we would never die
Talking to you and I only feel the pressure rise

Now we're friends turned foes
And I'll take the blame for the most
Yeah I ain't a saint and I know that
I'm having trouble keeping my composure

Tell me your lies
It's alright
Feel no emotion
Leave you in the moment
I don't really know when