Vacancy

Why do I feel like I'm falling

I was lost in a dream, I had the clouds in my face
Hypnotized by the movements, soothing sound of the bass
Out of town, out of space, good lord am I bound to the cake
Good grief is this now where I make
Profound and the loudest mistakes
How would the crowd now take
If I doubt the amounts the ate
Is that selfish of me, I'm so impatient
Why I feel like my soul is aching?
Cause I sacrifice things for my goals that's waiting
So I deal with this shit in the hopes I make it
I'm just acting like a nigga that don't need direction
Acting like I don't need affection
Like I don't miss the lay-ups and amusement parks
Real talk for all of y'all, I got to do my part

They asking why they never see anymore
Cause I've been so damn busy trying to catch a break
They'll understand that day they see a nigga shining
But until I see that day, y'all just got to wait

There was days where I ain't eat much, days where I'm starving
Too broke for the parties, ignore texts and the rings when the calling
Please can you pardon
That's just a day in the life of an artist
When you're trying your hardest
They trying to turn up now, while you write in the darkness
I hope there's light when I'm walking
Cause I ain't really got time for relationships
Spending most nights alone and I hate the shit
While I'm out making moves and creating discs
She asking me, when we going on a date and shit
I'm like babe not now, while the speakers blast
Not knowing days later she would leave my ass
I got a show to promote cause I need the cash
She walking out with Victoria Secret bags