20 Something

I don't wanna be twenty-something and still in my head about
Seventeen in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd paint the walls of our shared apartment
You're still everything I wanted

I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now
Oh, I seen you leave but ain't no coming back now
I was getting high, wasn't tryna come down

Couldn't face the fact that your love ran out
Late night sipping alcohol till I drown
Had you stuck in my head, couldn't get you out
Got me saying fuck love, I don't want it wrong

Cause you broke my heart, now I'm picking all the pieces off the ground
I don't wanna be twenty-something
Still stuck on you and where we was then
Waking up, taking drugs just to function

Scarred from love so forever I'm running
Hopeless feelings, I'm inconsoling
Tryna cure the pain but can't stop that feeling
Oh, I don't wanna feel it

Cause I don't wanna be twenty-something and still in my head
Seventeen in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd paint the walls of our shared apartment
You would still be holding me down

You're still everything I wanted
But it's too late, I don't think that we gon
And I just wanna know
So what are you doing now

And I know that I'm still in your mind sometimes
I know you get flashbacks
When you would put that ass up and let me clap that
You know I know your body and how you like it

Fuck the past, I be wishing I could rewrite it
Way too antisocial, I be feeling like I'm hiding
Feeling like I'm losing but I keep on trying
Cause you can't take no shit back so fucking never mind it

Oh yeah, you is always the same
No love, all lies, all games
And you ain't got no shame for the way that you broke your promise
When you told me you would stay home

Still don't know why I want you home
Still don't know why I can't let you go
But I can't be twenty-something still stuck on you