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I feel like the ones that had my back done betrayed me
Playing catch up I can't let up
Found the one who can save me
No mercy no mercy just how I'm feeling
Breaking through all them ceilings, they tried to put over me
Speaking my mind
Don't care for sparing no feelings
Imma choppa hard runna gotta fill in the gaps
Overnight bars, have em calling me amazon
Playing chess I been killing these pawns
Show's only just begun
Write my flows with a magic wand haters go poof
Achoo
Sorry bout it I'm allergic to goof, that's you
The phony rappers never telling the truth in the booth
Witcha feet up can I tell you the truth
Turning a page ain't ever felt so hard living with no regard
Between these lines I write my life,
I see them vultures flying round tryna get me I'm living outta spite
My conscience eating at me dragging me down
Lost the battle gave it all I had I'm falling in style
Know I deserve it gotta reap what I sow
But life done shook me cut me deeper than I ever could flow
Feel like I'm loosing it, the walls of my kingdom I hear em crashing down
Surrounded by a flame that I sparked, now I can't put it out
I pray to God I'm begging that he would save me
Nah I ain't perfect I embrace the flaws they helping to shape me
We all got a past
Only the real ones gone last
That's why I give Him all the glory
Whether good or for bad
Fix ya mind realign do it while you got time
Don't let the darkness in ya life come and belittle ya shine
We all got a past whether for good or for bad
You gotta keep ya head high believe He'll bring it to pass
Know it's scary tryna battle ya demons
But you can kick ya feet up knowing that He's there when you need Him
Take it from me, easy as abc
You let him him handle all ya problems you can start to live free
Sometimes it's lonely and your needing a friend
Despite your situation make some time to lend out a hand
Ain't always easy tryna walk in the light, when you can't find your way
Sometimes you gotta just hold on tight, hoping for better days
I hear them cracking all their jokes throwing their dirt on my name
Ain't ever cared, level up that's how you dust off the shame
I keep re living my past
Think I'm addicted to pain
Just gotta let it go to shake it off It's making me sick
Was so ashamed of slipping up done got my heart in a twist
I started doubting all my loyalties to that or for this
We all got a past
Whether for good or for bad
You gotta getcha mind right only the real ones gone last
Two in the morning and I'm stuck in my head
Swimming through a memory I know I can't change, I'm hoping I don't drown
Negative energy disturbing the peace
Won't let it get to me hit my knees and start casting out enemies blessed
Can't even front things ain't been looking up
Feel I done seen my darkest days but I ain't giving up
Over my shoulder I'm peeking know it's some demons creepin', but that ain't nothing New
I'm tryna keep it pushing, stay the course and set my sights on you
Lord I need ya help come down and order my steps
And heal this broken man who did it all to himself
We all got a past
Only the real ones gone last
Gave it to God the one and only now I'm on believe that