I Feel Dead

(Intro)
I can't go on
I keep failing to push myself
What's even the point of life as I know it?
Stuck in my room for days on end
I only look happy cause I pretend
I'll only do your garbage if you command
My brain's been broken down, too late to mend

(Verse)
Contemplating the end of my life
But I cannot, as I cannot die
I have multiple decades to live and be happy
Lot of memories, but I can't get tacky
Wish I could go back and undo all my mistakes
Just for my sanity and sake
No rather my instinct, I'd rather go forward
I'd hate living my past life, it'd be awkward

(Outro)
And I love looking to my future
Making silly content on my computer
I'm not perfect, nеver will be
Autism for life, nеver feeling guilty
Again