Crystal Pistol

Well I've been staring at the mirror ball
For ages and I'll never quit
I'm gonna shatter it to bit's and
Swallow every little piece of it
Maybe it'll light me up and send
Me speedin' down electric way
Or would it burn my body from
The inside for a day?

Ya can't die twice but ya may as well try
To be that grin underneath the black eye
I'd make that promise but I
Always change my mind

And it's so grey to be locked to yourself
With a frown for a face and a life that just
Wants to be turned into hate

I'm gonna buy myself a little
Big-sized kind of gun
So I can launch myself through space
And straight into the sun

Ya can't die twice but ya may as well try
To be that grin underneath the black eye
I'd make that promise but I
Always change my mind

And it's so cold
With your teeth in your hands
While you're left there to lie
And your money walked out
And you can't get high

You gotta get yourself a little-big
Sized kind of gun
So you can shoot yourself through space
And straight into the sun

Ya can't die twice but ya may as well try
To be that grin underneath the black eye
I'd make that promise but I
Always change my mind