Sick and Fighting
(Verse 1)
And when it's lights out
That's when it blackout
They want the damn clout
Want a fucking shout out
But fuck them cause I don't need them
I'm too dope for your criticism
Cause I know who the fuck I am
Not a puppet-like all of them
So watch me take down all yu
Opioid addicts who ain't ballas
Make you choke like a bitch on its colla
Cause I don't front for the dolla
And to set the record straight
Saving my mind is too late
That's all these egos create
Music so dope you must appreciate
(Pre Hook)
When we were alone
I promised you more than I'd show
But we still alone
Do you still know?
Cause if not this bout to blow
Cause I'm the fuckin
(Hook)
King of this scene
(4X)
(Verse 2)
I'm a man I'm a god say I'm none well it's odd
Motherfucker I'm cooler than your god
I can see that your evil
I can cause your upheaval
I can break you cause
I'm better than the damn devil
Bitch I don't do shit for the views
And goblins like you rip cues
Yeah I rap on beats I choose
Make em and put em all in use
Not a lyrical miracle
But got bars for the cynical
Ones out there so hypocritical
You're not an individual
Not an original
Like me on the pinnacle
Of rapping so critical
It's fucking spiritual
(Pre Hook)
When we were alone
I promised you more than I'd show
But we still alone
Do you still know?
Cause if not this bout to blow
Cause I'm the fuckin
(Hook)
King of this scene
(4X)
(Beat Switch)
(Hook)
I'm tired of fighting
Tired of lying
Tired of trying
Tired of dying
Yeah
I'm tired of fighting
Tired of lying
Tired of trying
Tired of dying
(Verse 3)
Why must we be worshipped?
We ain't real gods they just trip
They sayin we trend for the drip
But it's a lie we say for the kids
We just people but they miss it
I'm a paradox when these bars hit
I know I said I'm a god so lit
But it's my ego sayin that bit
I've been rackin my brain for answers
But to get them I must ask her
Why she fell for me a stargazer
I'll praise her all day but hear banter
From others who don't get that
I'm tired of dealing with asshats
I'm falling out of my mind
No it's not made by design
But I can't resign and hide
I'm done praying for the ride
I've been on my knees too long
Nothin has been comin in song
My heart feels like it's gone
It's in my DNA to replay my wrong
In my head cause I'm not a Messiah
This is the real me the rapper
And this is something I've been meaning to say
For so long!
For so long!
(Hook)
I'm tired of fighting
Tired of lying
Tired of trying
Tired of dying
Yeah
I'm tired of fighting
Tired of lying
Tired of trying
Tired of dying
(Beat Switch)
(Outro Verse)
Honestly I'm sick of being judged
This Mormon ghetto left me damaged
The pain it's caused can't be managed
But I hope to escape this bondage
I need to save my family
From this hell that I see
Journey off to an odyssey
To paradise it's gotta be
Out there I can feel it in my soul
That one day I'll reach my goals
And my wife can finally be whole
But I feel I may never find success tho