ENOUGH

I was 12 years old
When I remember losing it in the basement of my homies
That's when I knew I was sick
No, comes over no control of my thoughts
Emotions
I was sunk into the couch
My mind an abyss
I said I'm just pissed
Go home alone, lay down in my bed
Wondering why I feel so alone around all my friends
I thought it'd get better when I left home
When I got grown
Little did I know
It doesn't go away if you run, no
It only got worse
Panic attacks in my room
Halfway round the world
Over a girl that didn't care about me
But I'm trying to get better
I'm just trying to be better
I'm afraid every time I try to change
I end up with pockets full of coins
And no cash
And no answers
The same place
No plans
Cold hands
Cold feet
Just me

They say i'm doing too much
But I ain't been doing enough
I've been losing everybody's trust
I've been running around
Doing shit I can't justify
Like my life don't have consequences
But I'm just a guy
Just trying, but am I trying hard enough?
Will it ever be enough?
Will it ever be enough? (Will I ever be enough?)

Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?)
Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?)
Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?)
Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?)

And I know I should be re-reliant on myself
And trust me baby I've been getting better
Well some weeks I lie in my bed
And I look at that bird print sweater that I got with you

Don't let me go
And don't forget me
Don't forget me
I'm not that empty, no