Sleeping ’til Death (Memories)

I found the blade I used to cut our ties with
I miss your hands, the ones you covered my eyes with
I miss your face, it is stuck in my brain
I'm gonna punch in the wall, fuck everything

I remember the arguments we used to sigh to
I wrote you all this music just for you to cry to
This life is all we had, it’s now here to remind you
I know that I'm a mess but I'll make it up to you

I wrote this letter for you
Hoping that you’d never read it

I'm sorry that I assumed
But please know that I didn't mean it

I say the same thing every time
As long as it rhymes
I'm so limited at times

But I hope you understand
That our memories remain

That's what they are, memories
The memories have sustained

Last time I sat with you right here
We'd known each other for less than a year
I felt blessed you were here but
At the same time I felt so stressed you were here

I was a mess, did you hear?
Cos we broke up every day
I thought that we could work it out
But there just couldn't be a way