Redefined

How'd I get so different?
When did I lose interest in
The plans I followed all along?
Now they just feel all wrong
As if I've been gone
Enough to leave the ghost of
What you loved in me behind
Redefined, all-beyond belief
But it's still me

And everything that suits me just not
Whatever makes you happy anymore
I've been about opening new doors
And sweating on concrete basement floors
Not letting the world decide for me
What I should be or know, but I know

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
I'm not the option that you chose
But could you see yourself with me?
I'd be lying if I said I didn't
Wish that we could be
Friends again or anything at all
(Anything at all)
(Anything at all, all)

Could you see yourself as me?
I'd be lying if I said I've never
Fucked up anything
Are we friends again or anything at all?
Could you leave it up to me?
I'd be dying if I said I'd wait for
You to choose, it seems