To Begin Again

To begin again, was all that I needed
And maybe win again
But it seemed so far away
And to quit the game was lookin so easy
It was all the same
With the walls closin' in

Everybody was dancin'
Every time the music played
Surrounded by walls of steel
They couldn't hear a word I'd say
Wearing a mask of glory, so easy to pretend
I'm tired of the same old story
I need to begin again
And to live again and put this behind me
And to look to the sky and to breathe again
And to feel again, where no one can find me
And to taste the wind
And not be hide from the rain

Everybody is laughing they don't
Know the reason why
In rooms filled with smoke and whiskey
Nobody looks you in the eye
With superficial conversation it's so hard
To make a friend
To find another destination
I need to begin again

When I look around me I just wanna run away
Everbody talks so loudly
But no one has a word to say
I wanna see with eyes of wonder
Like the innocent children
I need a place to make my stand
Then I can begin again i need to begin again