(self-)destructive

[Verse 1]
I built a mansion of lies
Or at least just a bedroom
But my intentions were pure
Pure as a virgin or two
And now I'm knocking it down
APD wrecking crew
I got in over my head
Tongue first in oceans of you
I swore it wasn't the same
I'll never shoulder the blame
But yet again, I remain safe
Watching identical flames
I did it all to myself
But I'm not really in pain
The smoke is bad for my health
But it's a small price to pay

[Chorus]
Oops, I did it again
I played with your heart
Got lost in the game
Oh, baby, baby
Oops, you think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

[Verse 2]
You see my problem is this
I woke up like this
Covered in his piss
'Cause I wanted to impress
And all I really regret
Is that I meant what I said
But somehow planned it ahead
Before I got into bed
You see it happens
Automatically
Before I realize what I'm saying
Words are burying me
I know it's my responsibility
But when I think of what I said
It feels so foreign to me
Like someone's got control over me

[Chorus]
Oops, I did it again
I played with your heart
Got lost in the game
Oh, baby, baby
Oops, you think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent
Oops, I did it again
I played with your heart
Got lost in the game
Oh, baby, baby
Oops, you think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent