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The piss that i slept in is starting to reek
I shoulda took another shower before i went to sleep
But i wanted to sleep so bad
Not that it mattered i laid there for hours and

Stared at the ceiling reflections of light in my
Feelings, reeling, wondering if i was nearing
The brink of extinction of all my appeal
And i barely feel anything, really

I asked him so nicely not inside my
Mouth please and he started laughing aimed at my
Incisors and it tasted awful cos he didn't
Drink enough water i spit out a mouthful

Just awkwardly sitting there naked until it was over
And then he turned on the shower to scald me
I rolled my eyes 'cos i wasn't surprised
You can never be surprised when it comes to these guys

'cos everyone's a sick fuck
Jus out here tryna get your dick sucked
N tryna make a quick buck
So i guess that i'm in luck

'cos i feel like i don't feel

I'm ice cold but i'll fuck you like i mean it
Anything you want, don't give a fuck how demeaning
Call you any name and i'll moan it like i need it
Any time of day, any place, 'til you're fiending

Emotional labor ain't shit to me
I'll be your doormat, i'll lick your feet clean
I'll keep you pristine, i'll meet every need
Yeah, you'll see

You wanna piss on me, master?
Yeah, sure, whatever gets me outta here faster
Take off my socks and get into the bathtub
Look up longingly and open up

And i still can't decide how to rationalize
I mean i'm fine like i said i'm just rolling my eyes
I'm not the one who's gonna curl into a ball and cry
If i decide that i've had enough of this guy

The piss that i slept in is starting to reek
I shoulda took another shower before i went to sleep
But i wanted to sleep so bad
I'm a fucking pig and i don't feel bad

The piss that i slept in is starting to reek
I shoulda took another shower before i went to sleep
But i wanted to sleep so bad
Not that it matters