Hideous

I wasn't born feeling hideous
But i'll probably die feeling hideous
Doesnt matter how many pretty boys i kiss
Doesnt matter how many meals i skip
Doesnt matter whos on my dick

And it doesnt matter if i take a nice pic
Doesnt matter if i got a man who worships me
Doesnt make a difference what anybody thinks
I am always gonna feel fuckin hideous, hideous

But that's ok cos theres plenty other good things about me
I got talent determination and heart, so what
If everybody looks at me and thinks that i am ugly
Theyll still appreciate the other things i offer, right ?

Haha i mean oh wait no, theyll just laugh
Theyll laugh and laugh as they pass me over and ill deserve that
I will deserve to be mocked for daring to be born
Looking the way that i do i'm just begging to be scorned

Hideous in my way
Hideous in my face
Hideous how i sound
When i say
That i feel so hideous hideous

Hideous on my best days
In the back of my brain
A constant refrain
Of voices in pain
Reminding me i'm

Hideous, too hideous to leave the house
It'd be selfish of me to
Subject the public to viewing
Such a fucking hideous creature

Insidious to even open my mouth
Forcing these innocent beautiful people
To experience this hideousness