CHILDHOOD TRAUMA

[Verse 1]
My childhood trauma is my most prized possession
And I have no confessions
And my favorite toys were your favorite weapons
And I liked destroying but I learned my lesson
I'm just a boy, you're just a whore
But since you're a boy, it's not really a slur
I'm just the same, I'm so ashamed
If you play my game, I'll take the blame

[Chorus]
Childhood trauma is really good karma
You knew I was lying when I said I wanna

[Verse 2]
Deconstruct me like some rhetoric
Tell me what I'm asking for, it's imperative
Another song collaging everything I ever did wrong
Intentionally, calculatedly irreverent
Inauthentic to the marrow of my bone
I'm not sick but I wanna stay home
I mean it when I ask you to leave me alone
But I'm also kind of hoping that you won't

[Chorus]
Childhood trauma is really good karma
You knew I was lying when I said I wanna
But I'm a performer so I'll give you drama
I'll act like I'm fighting even though I gave up