Bad Decision

I gotta masturbate real quick so i dont make a bad decision
Dangerously close to taking up an offer im not feeling
Any porn that comes to mind'll do just tryna end the mission
Looking forward to coming to earth the moment of emission

Then ill look back at my phone like what the fuck was i thinking
Im a slut, im indecent
Better off w/ my screen and
Even if im fiendin theres always another option
Even if im feeling hollow i got vasseline and condoms

I got vasseline and condoms if you wanna come over
Im all alone for two more hours but you gotta let me know
But i dont know i mean ugh i mean fuck
Fine let me hop into the shower and ill be there around 9

Wash away my better judgement
Cos it's already in motion
Like welp, this is happening
Not that it really matters

Like whatever i'll suck a dick
Maybe even have a kiss
It's not gonna kill me
I mean yeah this is nothing

I'm so stupid
Why do i do this
This doesnt feel good