Dissatisfied

Time is drilling my head like a serial killer
Black  box passing me up in a shelter
Amp  the paranoia like a thriller
It’s just a past time like helter skelter
What do you want me to do
Passing  the time at an east coast zoo
I  got robbed and i’m hating my age
Like I would have done better at 32

Waking  up to you yet another day, of wasted hours playing games and watching films
With morals I aspire to
That never seem to grace the world i’m living in

I don’t want to want to die
But  If life’s like this why waste my time

I’ve got dissatisfaction with life
A fascination with death but lets roll with it
Mainlining my bicranial mind in an effort to extort my emotions
Nevermind my struggle bumbling bullshit to distract myself
I lay awake when you’re sleeping at night this can’t be good for my mental health

Waking up to you yet another day, of wasted hours playing games and watching films
With morals I aspire to
That never seem to grace the world i’m living in

I don’t want to want to die
But If life’s like this why waste my time
Chasing stars that pass me by
I’ll just play guitar to cleanse my mind