Worthless

I been feeling like i don't belong
No matter what i do there's always gon' be something wrong
Here we go again i made another song
But it isn't good enough so i gotta cut it off
Cut it off like terry fox coughing jogging while he's living inside of his coffin i'm walking
On the side of the street
Thinking if life is worth all of the pain and agony and i see
That i do have a purpose but what is a purpose if you don't have no courage i can't flourish
Into the man i should become, all these people telling me that i will never be the one
And it's true
Because my future's been dead since the day i was brought to this life called prison instead
'Cause i'm stuck in my head
Like i was caught with the fed's
And i can't let it out otherwise they'll judge what i said
And like i said
This is my only way to vent
I'm giving it my all but i will never be content
And every time i fall feels like i'm drowning in cement
Cause i'm begging to the lord but i can't seem to repent
And now i'm done
I just wanna live my life
I don't wanna worry about some other stuff that isn't right
'Cause when everything gets rough i don't think that i'll be alright
So i drink till i see the night and i blink till i see the light

I've been feeling pretty worthless yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
Everybody wanna tell me that i'll never be nothing
And everybody wanna tell me that i'm worthless
Feeling pretty worthless yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
Everybody wanna tell me that i'll never be nothing and uh

I've been feeling like i don't belong
And even if i do what feels is right i'm always wronged
It seems im always getting hurt
And when i put it in a verse
Nobody ever wants to hear my songs
Damn
These are all my issues
Ima need another tissue
And when you ask me how i'm doing i say that i'm doing fine
But all i really wanna say is that i miss you
Damn
I'm always caught up in my thoughts
And nobody wanna help me man i'm feeling really lost
I feel like life is just a game and i'll never connect the dots
But sometimes you gotta go through the struggle to see the box
Damn
And that was all facts
'Cause you never know what you've lost until it comes back
I been feeling pretty lost and i'm going off track
I feel like my life is lost and it's going all black but uh
Gotta restart the game
But ain't nobody save so i gotta replay
My life is like a tape always stuck on replay
And i been going through a lot feeling outta my brain
I don't know who i am feel like i don't know my name
All i'm trynna do is just to ease all the pain
Stuck in limbo feel like i can't feel any pain
If life is full of loss then what is there left to gain

I've been feeling pretty worthless yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
Everybody wanna tell me that i'll never be nothing
And everybody wanna tell me that i'm worthless
I'm feeling pretty worthless yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
Everybody wanna tell me that i'll never be nothing
And everybody wanna tell me that i'm worthless
I've been feeling pretty worthless yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
Ain't nobody even gotta say anything
'Cause i already think that i'm equal to worthless
I've been feeling pretty, uh yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
You ain't even gotta tell me what i am
'Cause i already understand that i'm equal to worthless
I've been feeling pretty worthless yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
Everybody wanna tell me that i'll never be nothing
And everybody wanna tell me that i'm worthless
I've been feeling pretty, uh yeah
Feeling pretty worthless
Yeah look at who you turned me to
All the shit you put me through
Yeah
Feeling pretty worthless