Inside of Me

Day and night
Lives then dies
I'm moving around the two I'm still alive
I'm acting like a fool, chasing highs
Infections like bugs stuck in my brain
What good is a prescription to remedy pain
I'm bottoming out
Addicted to the night I can't understand
It's a parasite it's moving in my blood I need to fight
Rashes in minds
I scream to itch
I need to snatch something I tried to quit
I'm loving the chances I'm asking what they got to drug my mind
They happy I'm dancing
I'm hopeless sitting back watching them laughing
They know what I want my thoughts are going wild
My mind's for the day my body's for the night
I can't understand this shit it's a parasite
Figure what you want and ride it how it goes there's ups and downs in life
You got to know how to separate from the hate
Go back to being number one and that doesn't include the bitches or the pay or what anyone has to say
It's your peace of mind so what will you do to protect its place
You're in god's hands or the devil's
Failure makes you level
Winning makes you lose 'cause you blinded to the struggle
I don't wanna budge I don't wanna tell I understand it's you why am I in hell