Dontletmefall.

And I find
Pain in the things I was comfortable in
Strain where I needed no effort
I'm tryna get better at finding my pleasure
And fallin apart tryna hold it together

You know I'm breakin, ain't no mistakin
I have been shaken down to my core
And I don't even know what it is for sure
Know what it is no more
I am exhausted, passion is
Lost, ambition is caustic, leaving me torn
And I'm drained, I can't explain the shame
Evade the blame, I can't change, oh
Been movin this way for too many days
I just can't shake it off again
I used to think I was king of the world
But I lost that confidence, and
Now and then, I lapse in judgment tryna
Find my grasp, the touch ain't much
But all I have is love
That keeps me crawling back
I've dug my grave, i fall
In black, I run away from all of that
But I find

Pain in the things I was comfortable in
Strain where I needed no effort
I'm tryna get better at finding my pleasure
And fallin apart tryna hold it together, my
Brain is the plane where I battle alone
Writing my fight to the letter, I
Pray days of darkness don't come at all
But oh, if they do, just don't let me

Slip back into my habit's
I know I barely show it but
I don't know when it happens
I can't help that I snap and
I never meant to be sad
It's just the mission I'm chasing
Cannot exist if I'm average, and
The more people know of you the
More they think they know you
The more people seem to know the
More they think they own you
The more niggas need a favor
The more they call me
But when it's time to be repaid
Suddenly it's all me
I ain't never been alone
And that is a blessing
But nobody in my dome
And I'm sick of stressing
I got family at home, even when I'm tested
I got people on my phone
Who are less invested
If you call yourself a friend
Know I'm never perfect
I've got trouble on my end
Some of it deserved
But if you really by my side
It'll all be worth it
Even when I feel deserted
All I ask is don't let me fall