Sadsterdam

[Verse 1]
I'm seeking out a wave to ride
But there's an aching thorn stuck in my side
Directing me as it twists
Takes a part of me along with it
I'm seeking out a place to hide
But there's a black cloud at my bedside
Pours on me where ever I go
This part of me overshadowed

[Pre-Chorus]
Tonight i’ll fantasise
This world I idealise

[Chorus]
What if I jumped off this moving ferry
Let the black water swallow up my whole identity
Would the vacant onlookers pause
In horrified perplexity
Would they stand there
So vacuous and casually

[Verse 2]
I’m trying not to loose my friends
But there's a part of me that can’t pretend
I have the capacity to
Feel anything unless it aids
My own self interests
Or monetary gains
I guess I’m a product
Of this earth
That I was squeezed into

[Pre-Chorus]
Tonight I’ll fantasise
These words I idolise

[Chorus]
What if I jumped off this moving ferry
Let the black water swallow up my whole identity
Would the vacant onlookers pause
In horrified perplexity
Would they stand there
So vacuous and casually