Lingering Thoughts
Finally my thoughts can take evacuation
Just mentally imprisoned, open up my brain that's what I call mental ventilation
Wanna say fuck the world but nobody knows how to pull out before ejaculation
Gotta come fuck the game up w my brothers at the same time, not no penetration
Yea I live in the states, but I see we aren't united as a nation
Feel like the mix of all breeds, full Mexican, called white, black, and even Asian
Insulted back then, but since then, I've took it in with way better elaboration
Now I see the times that we're facing, I'm sick of just hearing, it's my turn to start saying
Done begging for forgiveness, I gotta start praying
Love ain't no game, but it seems to be one that everybody enjoys playing
Loves supposed to be timeless, hard to believe
Cause I have all the love in the world but I still seem to be aging
Barely turning 20, but goddamn my mind, body, and soul seem to feel ancient
Maybe that's why I've felt like my moment has been sitting too long for the taking
Cause man once you start running out of time, there's really no time for patience
I just look to the stars, go ahead Rose, make your Mark
I just seem to sit and dream, then I start to have these lingering thoughts
Running away from time, man I hope I don't ever get caught
But I always seem to think ahead, with these lingering thoughts
Just outta high school, just graduated, assume I'm a little educated
But to be honest, I've learned more on the streets than what they call their education
Reading more people than I'm reading books, cause you can't read a cover for good evaluation
Only so much description in the pages, I seek the actual source for validation
Always spit non fiction, yea you can read the truth in my lyrics
But see the real from the pictures I'm painting
Dissect like a doctor, other rappers are just my patients
Taking my time, but I've never been patient
All this time building up, I know it's only a part of the process
Cause I have this time to progress
Star Wars battlefront, my galactic conquest
Wanna drop like a nuke, but I'm just sick of all these bomb threats
Part of the generation, but I gotta keep the message true to my youth and my nation
Just tryna spread love in this world of hatred
Never understood why is it you find something you love, then they start hating
Purely thoughts going through my mind, body, and soul
I just thought to warm up the pot, cause the food for thought started getting cold
I just look to the stars, go ahead Rose, make your Mark
I just seem to sit and dream, then I start to have these lingering thoughts
Running away from time, man I hope I don't ever get caught
But I always seem to think ahead, with these lingering thoughts