​this summer, I realized

[Intro]
And just this summer
I realized
What's the point of crying
You never want
To come back

[Verse]
These photos, these words, these messages I read
The bracelet I got, and the money I spent
Is something I'll never forget
Oh you never realized the things that I did
Neither tried to make me feel okay when I did
Everything
You asked me for
I can't go outside or think about something else
When your on my mind
Girl you took away my heart
Crushed it with your hands
And made things worse
The time I consumed into writing these texts
The things that I did
Even planned all those things
For you
Just to always say no
Or planned on leaving after
I expressed my feelings
(Its okay I still think that you are the best
Ill never get over this
Never forget
How I felt
When you were there
My love for you girl its crazy how its there)
I tried I tried
I'm sitting in my room once again
And I cry
You made me who I am but I hate all of it
All these songs that I wrote for you they're still there
And I'm weak
And I hate
But I love the way you act
Even if you don't care
I'm scared of the future cause you are not here
The love of my life disappeared like you were
Never there
The past 8 months I tried
To make you realize
I never tried to hurt you
I know you weren't happy
But its okay my dear
Your better now
And as long as your here
I'm fine with that
Cause my life is nothing without you
The past 8 months I tried
To make you realize
I never tried to hurt you

[Outro]
And just this summer
I realized
This was the best time of my
Life with you being mine
The love that I sent
And the one you gave back
Is something I'll
Never try to hide again
Cause why should I leave it all behind
I never got to hold onto your hands
Or get a taste of your lips once again
Before you left
What happened to the part where you said
We'd both grow old together
And get a bunch of cats
Live a happy life