Confused

On which side am I?

this one or this one

i'm so messed up

and I can't fuckin' understand

what's going on

i've found myself

cut in a position - once again

that i'm don't know

if that's the way

that i wanted it to be

And I'm so confused

was sure we're going

in a special direction

guess I was wrong again

can't seem to find an answer or salvation

The TV is shut

Yeah i'm alone again

thinking of where i was

where i've been

my walls are white

but i see only black

it can't be you

cause i don't think

that your shadow

is that big

And I'm so confused

was sure we're going

in a special direction

guess I was wrong again

can't seem to find an answer or salvation

sometimes it feels so weird

and I don't know what to decide

this side or this side

my mind is so messed up

can I manage on my own?

or do I need you by my side

to help me clear my doubts

and to find my way out