somewhere in between

Now that I'm almost twenty
My batteries are empty
And my jaw is on the floor
I tend to grow attached to
Whatever I've been put through
No matter how it used to be
I know there must be better ways than to burn out and fade away
I stand here empty handed crying With no proper words to say
What's in between
My thoughts are killing me
Do you perhaps remember me
Or are we strangers again?
Sometimes I have to remind me
That we are all good and bad
And somewhere in between
And somewhere in between
In someone else's story
Please have the courage to say sorry
And don't make them feel that way
Now looking back I know
That the antidote for high hopes
Is completely letting go
I used to see the world in black and white
But now it's grey and real
I wish I had the power to express all Of the things I feel
What's in between
Somewhere in between
I know there must be better ways Than to burn out and fade away
I stand here empty handed crying With no proper words to say
What's in between
This void is mocking me
I know there must be better ways Than to burn out and fade away
I stand here empty handed crying With no proper words to say
What's in between
My thoughts are killing me