​my bed’s gonna be a grave.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you
I don't wanna go home, there, I feel much more alone
I'll stay out all night with friends
I know they ain't even friends for real, at least I can pretend

[Verse]
My bed's gonna be a grave
If the thoughts inside my head don't soon regress and go away
I keep fighting for the day that I can say that I'm okay
But I keep waking up and breaking down, don't know if that day is gone come around
We been doing this a while, you don't wanna see me smile
I think I'll just go and leave, put headphones on and walk for miles
Till my feet can't carry me, my leg's gonna be in pain
Till the blood from in my feet leaves the soles in my shoe stained
I'll keep walking till the day that I can say that I'm okay
I'm gonna be walking till the day I'm in a grave
I won't ever understand how the fuck I ended up right here
This shit was not the plan, I guess that's what I get, I'm so sick of this shit
They say home is where the heart is but I don't know where that is either

[Outro]
I don't wanna go home, there, I feel much more alone
I'll stay out all night with friends
I know they ain't even friends for real, at least I can pretend