I'm Sorry

I wanted them to know I wasn't right. The things I did, the things I shouldn't have done. You will all hear my confession of guilt. The tale of a boy that's full of shame. I wanted her to come with me, wanted her to show me what she's like. She's blond, drunk, undressed in my bed.
Once more I got drunk at night, I couldn't control my
feelings and started a fight. he was my best friend no longer. I couldn't adatp to anything that changed. A stranger in a world full of people that loved me. I wanted to die. She was the best thing that ever happened to me. Started to feel better. But now she's gone. She couldn't compete with my dreams. And now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I hope they will forgive me. I hope this story will be heard by everyone, especially those who suffered the most. I know there isn't an excuse for what I did. But it will make me feel better