Unwanted Gift

You saved my life again
An unwanted gift
What once was mine
Belongs to you
But in a crowded room
You paraded me
Your trophy man
Your grateful serf
You've stolen all the words
I wanted to set down
How can I agonise
Now that I'm safe at home
With you
You saved my life again
But how can I pretend
To want it any other way
To suffer to stay genuine
Resenting an unwanted gift