All This Time

God forgive me
I have to disown you
I worship an idol
Who's made prior claim
The sound of the sirens
Breaking the silence
Arresting my conscience
Luring me in
With a blood rush
And a headrush
I go to my special place
I believe that given time
I could be permanently erased
This old body
Feels like it hates me
Doesn't take orders
Just makes demands
We signed a peace deal
But I don't know if
The way things are going
It's gonna hold

Throw me a line
I've been waiting all this time
Throw me a line
I've been waiting all this time
Lead me away
Back out of here again
Back to my first avowed intent
I know you're with me there