Disappear

Please don't let me go outside of my bedroom
Or I won't live another day
I promise I'll be dead soon
You cannot understand the kind of
Life that I've gone through
Is what I tell myself to feel
Better, but it don't really help, rather
Place blame, live in shame, it's so inane
It's my fault and you all you have to say
Is look at everything it cost (True)
I'm a soul so lost
(True) , addiction knows no cross
I just want to close my eyes and
Try my best to sleep it off when I'm high
I'm so high that the lows don't exist
And when I float by
The whole time I ain't move an inch
I lost control of my left eye
Now I'm stuck with this twitch
And all the sores over my
Body are contagious as shit
I need you here 'cause if this don't
Work and my body's too weak
For me to fight through
The withdrawals, hold on, let me speak
I don't want to be another junkie on a leash
Just blowin' through my life like
Garbage in the streets
So I take my last chance and hope
I get to see the sun
But if this don't work out
I need you to let everybody come
And maybe they won't make the same kind
Of mistakes as I have done but if they do
At least they get a chance
To see the only outcome

All my problems go (Disappear, disappear)
Close my eyes and then (Disappear, disappear)
Holdin' my head, I can't
(Disappear, disappear)
Open my eyes, I hope (Disappear, disappear)
All my problems go (I can make it disappear)
Close my eyes and then
(Watch it all disappear)
Holdin' my head, I can't
(I hope that it disappear)
Open my eyes, I hope (That it all disappear)

Inkblots like a Rorschach Test
Tell me what you see
When my thoughts manifest
Like a noose on my neck and
The bricks on my feet
And a demon on my chest and
It listens when I sleep
Complicated, life changes once
Either mutate with it or you live in disgust
Overcome by the pressure like a fish belly-up
Obstacles in life can be different, various
To the ones that break the
Bread and eat the crust
Some throw you in the wheel
Wells under the bus
Try to be different, try to love and trust
But the bad taste lingers like a memory of us
I can't change it back but I can back it up
Now and forth this life as a guideline
With the grains of sand
I'm not a pillar of salt
Who's fault and why we argue all the time
Disappear into thin air
Shell of a man, never felt here in the first
Tense, still I feel a purpose
To change the world 'fore I
Purge the soul of serpents
I can make anything happen
You ain't seen nothing but fractions
Feelings and overreactions
Hate and attraction
Givin' my sentiments traction
Verbally all-terrain
Right off the rails like a runaway train
Sayin' that we are the same is insane
And all of this happens inside of my brain
And everything therein contained
Today and every day I push it
Away and make it disappear
Your life's a mess
I'll make it crystal clear
Take a listen here, you can change gears
Fuck fear

All my problems go (Disappear, disappear)
Close my eyes and then (Disappear, disappear)
Holdin' my head, I can't
(Disappear, disappear)
Open my eyes, I hope (Disappear, disappear)
All my problems go (I can make it disappear)
Close my eyes and then
(Watch it all disappear)
Holdin' my head, I can't
(I hope that it disappear)
Open my eyes, I hope (That it all disappear)