8am Blueberry Tea

10th Grade, when I started taking music serious
New me, but before, 2020 newbie period
Broke up in March then I met someone in the glass
Who knew my Twin Flame sat next to me in every class
She was on my left, Sam Wilson in Endgame
I am at my best when skills equal all my pen game
Wait
My best friend was on my other side
And a lot of people tell me I get my kindness from my mother's side
Others asking college shit, I'm sorry, I did not decide
Proud 'bout who I am, could've been a mess with borderline
I got a moral compass tho I'm not sure what's the border line
Like Spain and Portugal, when on the road, not a sign
Or maybe I'm just blind cuz damn, I can't see it
You know I synced in Lisbon, but just then I met freedom
I grew up a little and just then I met reason
Got in touch with my dreams, told myself let's "seize 'em"

I've seen my brother grow, he's eleven now
That's the strange thing, I met him as a baby,
And when I'm coming home man he better bow
Or we'll both have to dress as the real slim shady

Sike, I'm having fun, I'm chill enough nowadays
But are you cool enough to be real nowadays
Or are you spending too much time on reels or on face
I be spending too much time with the screens up in my face
But the best company still, I'm too lucky
Glad there's a roof on me so don't judge me
Life was no beach to me
Have the decency to see that we were sinking while you in the dune buggy
I gotta graduate, get 18, and honest
And I'll be glad we made it, 3 years up, on this
Skipping class, have some laughs, I'm a bad influence
Good times, great grades, but not that into it
Lonely when friends lacked, get the cam asap
Covid in the 2nd half, worry bout damn PAP
I just got my bus pass, fell asleep in first class
4 years with the same bag, clothes sick but I can't brag

But it's not about that shit, as long as I like it
Don't matter what amount it is, or which coat is nicer
8 am blueberry tea while we working online
In discord flipping them the finger, thinking we out the ringer

And it's copy, huh, and paste
Now don't forget to change it up and add your own taste
Having lunch upset cuz I'm aroused but so late
We doing so much work but frown with no grades
I been feeling canceled out
Equalize rap enough to make Denzel proud
PE the only subject where the lesson's out
By ourselves, met a girl on the exit route
Aw shit, that's a new beginning
Depending how you see it, I be newly winning
Not losing plenty, no booze or Henny
I had a hard time, it's why I put out "cleansing"
Shit, I know it's better now
My flows embedded, proud of myself, the worst forever out
The best forever in,
I know I'm blessed to live, am I ready to begin?

Got business to attend, bring the lyrics back in this
When I get my first M, I'll invest it back again
When I met my first friend, I was besting, I still am
But a man, not a kid, so let's get in this path ahead
Yeah

Btw I made this beat in a zoom class
Just wanted you to know that