I Know I'm Not

I'm sorry I'm not doing well without you
It seemed so easy for you to up and go
To stop our words
Was it really
Were you composed
Well it's over
Are you happy now
I know I'm not
The distance doesn't make a difference

The moment I go I fall back to the bottom
No rest no sleep no
Nothing to see
My eyes stay closed
But my chest lies open on the floor

I've said all I can say
This was my last day
That I waste my time
On these charades
I've done enough now
I'm gone and out of this town
No more looking back for an open door

I don't know what's going on
And I'm trying not to care
There's only so much I can do
I've lost the need to speak or remember you

I've said all I can say
This was my last day
That I waste my time
On these charades
I've done enough now
I'm gone and out of this town
No more looking back for an open door

I've said all I can say
This was my last day
That I waste my time
On these charades
I've done enough now
I'm gone and out of this town
No more looking back for an open door