All My Love

[Verse 1]
It’s three in the morning, it’s a new day
I’m still a bit tipsy from that fifth of D’usse
These feelings won’t leave tried to drink em away
These thoughts won’t stop tried to keep em at bay
Smoking and drinking to get through tonight
I’m playing myself that’s the one thing that’s right
Driving myself crazy thinking of what could’ve been
If I came clean stead of sitting, waiting
Maybe I was scared despite my confidence
But I was surely there in every word and sense
Ain’t know if you felt the same
Can’t read your mind can’t read your brain
Now I’m acting all insane cause these emotions got me heavily strained
Once believed in magic, believed in miracles
All this that I’m feeling got me asking if I should

[Verse 2]
Let’s start from the beginning
Where all this had started
Thought we were catching feels but really I was falling
Looking back it did me more good than bad
Found a lust for life I never knew I had
You brought that outta me those dreams and those fantasies
Inspired me to be the master of my destiny
Now that you not there I gotta do this on my own
Without you, how I’m supposed to build a home
Tired of keeping all this to myself
Say what you want but everybody need somebody else
At this point, I’m not floating, I’m just drowning
You don’t get it you just hearing what I’m sounding
Thought you were special
Thought you were listening
Thought we were growing close but really you were distant
Guess I was tripping
Guess I was dreaming
Like a crackhead for your love I was feigning

[Verse 3]
Calling all my friends asking if I am a ten
Wonder if it’s you or me or somebody that’s in between
Thinking that I’m not enough
Thinking that I’m looking rough
Making up excuses to explain how I really feel
Lying to myself saying this reality ain’t real
Ask myself within
Maybe this love is a sin
Cause surely I am burning up and torn up limb from limb