Shame
Yeah I choose me
I'm done with the shame and the hate
Got bad habits that prove it
clready put enough dirt on my plate
Look at all these thoughts trynna fool me
I spiral when I cannot hold on the weight
Did I become my own bully ?
Put me down when I'm trying to elevate
Took a plane tried to be optimistic
Ran away but it just fed the guilt trip
Podcast helpbooks unrealistic
Can't just cover the bruises with new lipstick
This survival thing aint for me
Whoever I let down ain't for me
No imposter not a wannabe
Looks like we aint different like that you and me
Come to me, care for me fight for me
Open up your eyes now they caught in the shade
Lie to me, kill for me pray for me
I'm getting deaf & blind 'coz they put us to shame
Stop stop
Now make it drop drop
No cap cap
Caught in the shade
Stop stop
Now make it drop drop
No cap cap
Put us to shame
Ive be doing this for too long, I'm done keeping it lowkey
I know they see me grinding, get cheques and trophies
Fighting my own battles ain't got time to impress nobody
Trynna practice what I preach, manifest and embody
Everybody trynna be an OG
I'm just trynna pull through like I'm 4G
Got my brain exploding boutta to OD
Thank god my mind don't come in 4D
4D 4D 4D gotta make it before I turn forty
Yeah shame and guilt are my forte
Experimenting like I'm rick and morty
Come to me, care for me fight for me
Open up your eyes now they caught in the shade
Lie to me, kill for me pray for me
I'm getting deaf & blind 'coz they put us to shame
Stop stop
Now make it drop drop
No cap cap
Caught in the shade
Stop stop
Now make it drop drop
No cap cap
Put us to shame
Fix it up before the time when everything's dark and we cross the line
We're building up our own demise, light up your spark if you wanna shine
Switch it up switch it up no pretext
Owning up aint got to deflect
No regrets, count my secrets
Lock em up while my name's still on leaflets
Plenty of things that iam ashamed of
cdhd got my brain full like my mailbox
Only human, I don't want no chaos
When life hits it dont really take pay offs
Come to me, care for me fight for me
Open up your eyes now they caught in the shade
Lie to me, kill for me pray for me
I'm getting deaf & blind 'coz they put us to shame
Stop stop
Now make it drop drop
No cap cap
Caught in the shade
Stop stop
Now make it drop drop
No cap cap
Put us to shame
Caught in the shade
Put us to shame