So Sick (Rap Cut)

I figured I get something that's on that Texas shit you know
You know something that you can ride too
Yeah look
I'm so sick about the way that I done treated you
I know I broke your heart damn near depleted you
I use to be the nigga that completed you
Now I lost your heart forever and he pleasing you
And I can't be mad no I can't be mad babe
Like a dummy I cut off my right hand baby
Shit is crazy when I think about the things I said
Wish I could go back to the past and change the things I did
Cause you deserve way better than a nigga like me
Yes, you deserve to have the man that I'm becoming to be
See I'm not proud of the TOMMY that I gave you
If it's real ima let you go to save you
What's the point of having faith if I'm not faithful
I wanna make the change to give you love that's stable
I wanna let you know that baby I'm so grateful
Give me time to metamorph into your angel
I know your so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing, wishing I could be right there
I know
The way I loved you girl I know it ain't fair
But I won't
Hold you down when I know you need air, oh no
Now the truth is...
I know that you ain't coming back
But I'm a keep working on me
I'm never going back
If this is how it's gotta be then I'm so grateful
All the love you gave to me can I say thank you
You might forgive me but I know that you will never forget
Them 2yrs I spent with you girl I will never regret
I pray that deep down eventually you find your peace
And maybe one day when you're ready we can talk with peace
But until then
Ima pray for healing
Praying harder for the nigga that you deal with
Cause real shit
I just wanna see you shine baby
Even if I never get you back in time baby
Don't be so sick of love songs
Girl wipe your tears
I'm only wishing, wishing you can break your fears
Cause I know
I won't be the one to cause you tears
Yes I know
There's a better man standing right here
Aww yeah
Yeah
This is real shit man
Even if I never get you back
That don't mean that I can't become a better man regardless
And if I do get you back
I promise to treat you better than anyone ever has before treated you before
Including that nigga that came after me
Fuck that nigga
Hahahaha yeah
It ain't fair to you baby
So tired of my shit
So tired of dealing with it
I know you know this