Farewell

I bid to my old self
'Cause when met
I shut some doors
I won't open again
It's hard to look back
I bid farewell
To my youth and my loneliness
I see my face and my body changing
It's hard to see that

Time flies, I can't even ask for help
Won't let down
Don't wanna fight
I don't even ask for help
Won't let down and I wonder
Don't wanna try
To make up for lost time
Won't hold back the life I once had
I know I couldn't have a better past
You can call it what you want
'Cause I can't make it last

I bid farewell to a couple friends
cnd I miss them
The alchemy doesn't feel quite the same
It's hard to see that
Even if I'd want to create more
Good ideas won't come up like before
I lose myself in fear of losing hope
It's hard to think that

Oh I'm leaving tonight
c suitcase, a couple bags
cnd I'll drive until it's dark
cnd free my mind
I'll free my mind

I can't make it last
It's farewell