Seconds Before The Crash

I got this feeling in my head that I can't seem to shake no matter what the cost or how many attempts I make to make you better to make things right
You've got a funny way of keeping me up all night long
I should have known this all along

If you want it then come and get what you need and I'll be right beside you
It's the same thing as when you're lying to me
But these walls are crumbling down tonight

Past regrets and old mistakes. Apologize too late
I wish you meant the words I heard and that you're going to say
This ain't a promise, this ain't a lot I want the lies and all the crying to just stop right now
You having all the answers Your having all the say
It makes my job a battle but I fight it everyday

How did we end up so far from where we wanted all the places that we wanted to be?
I want to take you by the hand and show you all the places that you wanted to see
And when you wake up in the morning it's not the same way that you're looking at me
And you'll never know I slept waiting for the day that you would finally leave
without saying goodbye