i bleed lost loved ones.
Chain reaction, post panic, sages singing I'm drowning in acid
Go ahead and grab it, nobody's judging they're all passing
I'm passive, regrets replaying by the masses
I fucking hate saying I'm tragic
Thinking bout myself my ego ain't lasting
I should be fasting from my addictions, but karma always attacking
Guilt tripping, my minds slipping every time that I'm in it
And I'm suffering on my own
My throats suffering and I'm falling off my throne
Set in stone motherfucker, throw me a bone
This liquor pours, drowning in sand my soles burned
Lost souls trapped in a bargain
Lost myself in a margin my brothers blood stains on the carpet
I couldn't save him, rather I couldn't stop him
He spoke to me about being a target, lost another brother to the market
Hung by the bridge where we would discuss our problems
Notice I'm hectic, over possessive and aggressive, all good things I wreck 'em
But I was never blessed with the gift to smile