KILL ME
Look I have died before, but every time I rise
From the ashes, like a phoenix that got shot out of the sky
I fought my demons
Went through hell
But I didn't bitch and cry
I invested in myself, I had to change my state of mind
Copped a mic, power's mine
Dreamed of that since I was nine
Music is the only thing that ever made me feel alive
It was there every time, I had no one by my side
See people change
People lie
People like to talk a lot
I heard you said you want me dead?
Well motherfucker come and try
So much anger built inside
Plus the devil on my shoulder gets the best of me at times
Ain't a killer but won't hesitate, don't push me past the line
Woah woah
Ready to die
I'm
Living in a world so cold, it's fucking sickening
Twisted thoughts done took over my head, they're gonna kill me
Smoke and pop so many fucking pills, just to chill (chill me)
Sometimes think that I'd be better
The thought it thrills me
Thought you said you had me til the end, but now you switching
I got no one no, can't trust a soul
It fucking kills me
Guess I gotta do this all alone
One day you'll miss me
And if you want to stop me, hope you know you gotta kill
Lately I've been feeling kind of lost
No one can find me
Reality gets faded in the drugs that I've been trying
Day and night fade into one, never know what the time is
Don't know how to sleep
Insomnia's just where my problems
Start, but it gets deeper than the ocean, and I'm drowning
Truth be told you'll never know the shit I've gotten into
No one on this planet really know what I have been through
It's just a couple beats I gave my all, I had to vent to
Heart been broke, my mind is gone, my soul it'd need a temple
To make me feel again
And then again, that may seem simple
See words can't tell the half, but I can make them tell a little
So listen up, or turn me off, or kill me if I'm an issue
Living in a world so cold, it's fucking sickening
Twisted thoughts done took over my head, they're gonna kill me
Smoke and pop so many fucking pills, just to chill (chill me)
Sometimes think that I'd be better
The thought it thrills me
Thought you said you had me til the end, but now you switching
I got no one no, can't trust a soul
It fucking kills me
Guess I gotta do this all alone
One day you'll miss me
And if you want to stop me, hope you know you gotta kill
Our creations are immortal, but our lives they come and go
So you could kill me now, or sit and watch my name forever grow
I've got people looking down on me, and they don't even know
What I am capable of making, but one day that shit'll show
'Cause the only thing I have is my ambitions and my goals
So I'm okay being alone, without a place to call my own
'Cause I ain't trying to cop a crib, I'm trying to build a fucking throne
Ahh!
Living in a world so cold, it's fucking sickening
Twisted thoughts done took over my head, they're gonna kill me
Smoke and pop so many fucking pills, just to chill (chill me)
Sometimes think that I'd be better
The thought it thrills me
Thought you said you had me til the end, but now you switching
I got no one no, can't trust a soul
It fucking kills me
Guess I gotta do this all alone
One day you'll miss me
And if you want to stop me, hope you know you gotta kill me